The truth about fiction

Point 1
Meeting today with a film director helping me out with my research for an animated-documentary project, I bend to his thoughts and drink his words greedily.
And also, we talked.

- Have you seen Waltz with Bashir? he asks

(No I have not, for a very stupid reason which I will not bore you with, but I am aware that this is an unforgivable mistake I should repair promptly.)

When describing what he liked about the film, the very reasons that have pushed to start working on my own project are reminded to me. Where animation is a humanity detector, video worries about the truth primarily. Animation, by illustrating memories or feelings of a person or of a group of people, by displaying the unsaid, the un-shown, can make a story more understandable. Therefore truer. No?

Point 2
Quite obviously, Milos Forman is an impostor. Salieri did not kill Mozart, the latter was not burried in the communal grave, he had 6 children and his wife, Constanza, was the one squandering the household's earnings.

But Amadeus tells his story, despite all the lies in the film. Is it because the director only used natural lighting - imagine shooting a sequence in an opera house made of wood, with hundreds of candles on top of your heads? Is it because behind each piece of music Forman has hidden a story? Is he the one telling the story or is Mozart narrating his untold life? I think Milos Forman is working on making a past story understandable to an audience born in the 20th century. He speaks today's language, and as people of my generation know, it is the language of emotions.

Tonight I saw another Forman, Goya's Ghosts. I cannot make up my mind - did I like it? But again, I found out after doing a little bit of research that most of the protagonists did not even exist. I was annoyed by the fact that Bardem and all the other actors spoke in English sometimes with a ridiculously thick accent - which reminded of the very unpleasant feeling of watching Bardem's great talent wasted with his impersonation of Reinaldo Arenas in Before Night Falls, spoke very good English. But again, the story of Goya's Ghosts seems true in many ways. In these notes, you may understand how a made-up story can help understand history or, should I say, a subjective eye on history. He gives you the support, now go make up your own mind.

Who said that the truth was objective anyway?
A truth vs The truth? Oh come one, we believe in the brave truth.

Point 3
After all, this is what art does. Tells stories that people can relate to. They make you think "I can so relate to that, it must be true"

Tamer in Gaza

Last time I saw Tamer, in July 2007, I thought there was a good chance we were not going to meet again. The der des der. Not that he was suffering from an incurable disease - he was just going back to his land, Gaza.

Even at the time, crossing the border with Israel was a mission. Fitted with a BBC pass, Tamer stayed in a hotel in Jordan waiting for his turn. He would travel to the border almost every day, hoping that the day had come for him to see his friends and family again. He waited alone for 5 weeks before eventually getting in Gaza. A couple of months ago, he got married. A little bit of softness in the brutal world he was living in. Of course, none of us could attend.

Tamer stayed in touch with his former classmates, including me. We spoke a few times since he left, and everytime he, the eternally optimistic face, would sound darker on the phone.

Today Tamer is one of the few journalists reporting from hell on an inhuman conflict thats killed over 1,000 Palestinians in less than three weeks. I watch him everyday, I never understand what he says but it is a relief to see his beard grow. I chatted with him online tonight very briefly. He said:

Tamer says: (21:02:18)
vic im fine butt it is verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry bad situation

Bless. Long live...

Eyes up!

Priya has decided to blog again. In her introductory post she simply says:

Now one might be forced to think why I resumed writing...The sole reason being: writing's like my heartbeat, I can't stop it.

My dear beloved fans, I could not meet your expectations in 2008 as I was captured by the adult world and trapped in a square cave eating solitude and paranoia at every meal. My life was of incommensurable misery: a never-written tragedy. Yes, in other words, it was too boring to be true.
One day a cowboy passed by and took me out of the real hole.

Fortunately today I'm feeling quite in phase with the world and Priya's words, as we quite sensitively say in French, did not fall in the ear of a deaf man. I like writing too so let's take that cyber dust off that blog and get back into techno-rambling.

World, I want to share with you again. My inner beauty, my amazing writing skills (especially in English), my unsurpassed intelligence, my French and my palpable modesty.

But before I go let me tell you one last thing - whoever you are, Peace to you.

© Coya - 2009

(This photo was taken on January 10th in Hyde Park, London, before the start of a march against the ongoing war in Gaza)